DOES
ANY OFFICER IN THE SAI ORGANIZATION KNOW ABOUT THE SEXUAL ACTIVITIES OF SATHYA
SAI BABA ?
CONNY
LARSSONS LETTER ABOUT DR. HISLOPS AWARENESS
OF THE SEXUAL ABUSE OF SATHYA SAI BABA
To
whom it may concern.
Dear Friend in the expose of all the lies around Sai Baba!
Since I have noticed that a letter about Dr. Hislop is moving around within and
without the Sai org. saying that he did not know what was going on with Sai Baba
and the students regarding sexual molestation, I can
only
tell you my story where Dr. Hislop was involved-- for you to decide for yourself
what is true or untrue.
I was [T.M. founder] Maharishi Mahesh Yogis secretary during the year 1973. I
did not know about Dr. Hislop then. One day that year, a letter came to
Maharishi from this Dr. Hislop saying that he could not stay in the TM-movement
because now he had met God in the form of the Avatar of Sai, and Hislop
thereupon left the Maharishi and the TM movement.
Maharishi, who had invested much in Dr. Hislop, appointing him as his first
teacher in the western world and even having him become secretary for a while,
felt bad. He asked me to write Hislop a letter telling him about the beautiful
things that were going on within the TM movement and that Dr. Hislop had his
natural place in this. He also asked Hislop not to follow this new master
because he was Not the avatar at all. Hislop was told he was now following a
dark path.
I myself wrote the letter and was very surprised by Maharishišs prompt answer
to Dr. Hislop but couldnt do anything else than write what I was told by my
master Maharishi. I had never before heard anything about this Sai Baba so I
thought he was never anything else than a common Indian Guru fooling his
devotees and I forgot about everything after sending the letter. Dr. Hislop was
never heard of anymore and I forgot about him, too.
Ten years later, after I had long since left Maharishi, I found Sai Baba as my
God and Avatar, and was fully devoted to him in all ways. Then I met Dr. Hislop,
now the leader of the Sai org. in USA, when I was down in Puttaparthi around
1983. I was invited to come and tell my life-story that had become popular among
the Sai-devotees to Hislopšs Sai-group that also was visiting Puttaparthi. He
had noticed that I was having very many interviews with Sai Baba, both private
and with the group.
When I was called I had already during this journey had about 5 interviews and
more were to come. When he heard my story with Sai Baba he told me that he was
that particular Dr. Hislop to whom Maharishi sent the letter ten years earlier.
We then fell into each otheršs arms, praising the Lord Saišs skill in planning
his mission for us for so long. This was what we believed.
After the sharing-meeting for devotees, Hislop asked me to stay with him and
then he asked me why Sai Baba had so many interviews with me. Since I was
thinking that everything that Sai Baba was doing with me was divine, I told him
the whole story about the sex we had on Baba's wishes (not mine), including
oiling, masturbation, oral sex, etc. I saw in his eyes that he was shocked, and
he told me that this was something he had to talk to Sai Baba about. We left
each other, Hislop shocked and I unknowing what I had caused in him since I
thought it to be divine and I was thinking that I had done no wrong by telling
him.
It took one day for Dr. Hislop to get himself invited for lunch with Sai Baba.
Out he came on his feet faster then ever since he had brought up this question
with Sai Baba about his sexual interest in me. We all know Dr. Hislop as a
sincere seeker who wasnšt going to stop his investigation and so he didnšt.
Once more he talked to me about it and then he told me that when he brought up
he question with Sai Baba, Baba had answered him: "This is not for you, you
donšt understand the divine." When he further asked Sai Baba, he was
thrown out from the room and asked to leave. Sai Baba had been very upset with
him, Jack told me.
Since I now had in a childlike way shared all my experience with Dr. Hislop
concerning Sai Babas sexual play with me, it was absolutely clear to him what
was going on. He even asked me if I enjoyed it myself. I told him NO this was
Sai Babašs action, not mine. He asked me if I ever had felt any improvement in
my life force or Kundalini and I told him, No. Sai Baba wanted to do this with
me and I let it happen because he was my God. I never at that moment questioned
this God.
We never came to talk about this more and we each left Puttaparthi. What he made
out of this knowledge, or whether he denied it, is his matter. I told him about
the sexual abuse as it was, and it could not have been understood in any other
way than just sexual abuse--hence his shocked reaction the first day I told him.
If he later denied it, this is then the same as what all the SAI-leaders and
denying people within the Sai-org are doing.
It
wouldnšt help if Sai Baba was raping us in public, they would still believe it
to be
divine since they donšt want to lose their faith. We canšt win over stupidity,
we have to leave it and go further on.
So to the question of whether Dr. Hislop knew about the molestations of Sai
Baba, the answer is very much YES-YES. Anyone saying anything else is a liar,
but what more could we expect from these people who choose to follow a teacher
who has been lying for all his life about himself from day one up to this day.
Yours
sincerely
Conny Larsson
Former devotee
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STATEMENT
BY ELLA EVERS,
founder of the Sai Center of Eugene, Oregon.
& LETTER FROM THE MEMBERS OF THE CENTER
In June last year 2000, I received a letter in the mail from a young man
accompanied with a letter from his mother. The contents of this letter was a full description of two private interviews with the fifteen year
old and Sai Baba. For years I had heard the rumors about possible sexual misconduct by Sai Baba...I had never before paid any attentiont to it,
because I believed that these rumors were ONLY based on sexual adjustmentSai Baba may have made to awaken the power of Kundalini appropriately.
When I read about the extreme manupulative ways in which this young man was approached by Sai Baba, I immediately understood that it had NOTHING
to do with Kundalini(I have an awakened Kundalini and studied with the Kundalini Guru of India, Shri Siddheswar Baba of Bhigaan, Haryana).
Shocked to the core of my beining I began an investigation to find out if there were similar cases of sexual misconduct. Via the Internet I found
many. I talked to many victims and their parents. I felt that the Sai Organization had to do something immediately. I wrote the following
letter to Dr. Michael Goldstein and nine important other officers in the United States.
I am copying my letter
here:
August
1, 2000
Dear Dr. Goldstein,
For nearly fifteen years my husband and I have had the opportunity tohave the
Sai Center of Eugene in our house. The experience has been a positive one for us
as well as for many devotees that attended our bhajan
sessions and study
groups about the higher teachings of truth. We fully believed in Sai Baba as the
Avatar of this Kali Yuga Age, a manifestation of divine love, whose light and
pureness was an inspiration for all of uS to follow. SATHYA, DHARMA, SHANTI,
PREMA, and AHIMSA, the five elements of Sai Baba's teachings TRUTH, RIGHTEOUS
LIVING, PEACE, UNCONDTIONAL LOVE, and HARMLESSNESS is what we strived to
implement in our lives.
You can imagine how shocked we all were when we received a letter in the mail
with a full description of Sai Baba's own behavior and actions towards an
innocent young man, in two private interviews that took place
on September 20th and 23rd of 1999. Enclosed you will find a copy of this letter
mailed to us by the parents of this young man with handwritten testimony of
their son. These devotees had visited our center. We had the
impression that they
were honest, decent and loving people.
We were also directed
to read the allegations against Sai Baba made available on the internet. How
horrifying it was to read all the material about still more sexual
improprieties, sleight of hand trickery, and
monetary fraud...It
was almost too much to take in all at once. We had several talks about the
information with some of the devotees and friends of the Eugene Sai Center. We
were aware that the present officers in the Center had a separate meeting, from
which we understand they concluded that the allegations were true and that they
had asked for explanations from you in a letter. Your reply to them was that
Swami had personally told you in response to all of this: "Swami is purity
itself".
Despite Swami's statement, all of the undersigned came to a mutual conclusion
that a worldwide investigation must be put in place immediately to prove or
disprove the so overwhelming worldwide evidence placed before us. We suggest in
the meantime that all the Centers should inform their devotees and or attendees
of these recent allegations of serious criminal conduct
.
For the time being the Centers should be closed to the public till such time
that the investigation can come forward with substantiated proof that all of the
alleged allegations are false.
If Sai Baba is the
Avatar, he will definitely welcome such a thorough investigation to clear him
and his Organization of these allegations. Sai Baba and his Organization's lack
of candor in responding adequately
to this situation
could be interpreted as complicity.
God is never disturbed
by positive and negative, for in God there is only SAT CHIT ANANDA, the fullness
of joy of light, always shining and always inspiring us to do good.
Our letter is a call for JUSTICE, a call in response to the cry of young
children who can not speak for themselves.
Please reply to us at
the first address on the list of signatures within a three weeks period from
above date, after which we feel compelled to do our own work of investigation
and research befitting these horrific
circumstances.
We all sign in the
Love and Light of the One True God, who is now calling
upon us to act.
Thank you for your
prompt attention and reply in this matter.
THE
LETTER WAS SENT WITH 75 SIGNATURES AND RETURNED UNOPENED
The
letter to Dr. Goldstein was also copied and sent to the following nine high
ranking officers of the Sai Organization:
These
individuals are:
1.
Phyllis Krystal
2. Sam
Sandweiss,M.D.
3. Hal
Honig
4.
Berniece Mead, Education Coordinator
5. John
C. Evans, M.D. President of the Sai Baba Central Council of the
United States
6. Vijay
Amin, Regional President Northeastern Region #1
7. Gayle
Alden, D.D.S., Regional President Pacific Region North #6
8.
Robert A. Bozzani, Reginal President Pacific Region South #8
9.
Jonathan Roof, Regional President Southwestern Region #9
Only one person responded, John C.
Evans, and his "response" is listed
below:
August
20, 2000
Dearxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thank
you for your recent communication.
The
exceptional part of the one consciousness that is known as Sathya Sai
Baba has spent the
time in manifestation trying to teach the multitudes
Advaitic Vedanta.
Unfortunately, only a few have recognised this.
In the May 2000 Sanatha Sarati, page 144, he says
"If one voices criticism loudly, it will be lost in thin air, if one
criticises within, it
goes to one's own self. Either way, it does not
reach
me. I am always filled with bliss. Bliss is My form. I am beyond
pleasure and pain.
Only those who have bodily attachment are elated by
pleasure or depressed
by pain. But I am absolutely not conscious of the
body. You are always
conscious of the world and are related to it. That
which is related to
the Atma is consciousness. I am Absolute
Consciousness. In
fact, all are the embodiments of consciousness, so, all
are divine. Once you
realize this truth, you will never take the wrong
path.
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Man's
conflict and unhappiness stem from his obsessive preoccupation with
security and
survival based upon two fundamental misconceptions. One,
that is separate and
distinct from the rest of creation; and two, that he
has independent free
will in the choice of action to determine the
results of events
within that creation. This tremendous mis-understanding
itself constitues
man's fall from divine grace, referred to in the
Biblical fable
of Adam and Eve as the knowledge of good and evil.
From: A Net of Jewels by Ramesh Balsekar
August
11th reading
It was signed John C. Evans
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