From
: IRAN / USA
Subject : MY ACCOUNT RE SAI BABA
Dear
Faye and David, Hello.
Here
is a brief account of my experiences with Sai Baba. I apologise for the graphic
language of this message, but it is the only way to share my experiences.
I travelled to India three times, from 1991 to 1993. On my first visit to India
I was already a devotee of Sai Baba and believed he was God. I had a total of
seven private interviews in the first two trips. In the first private interview
Sai Baba asked me to undo my pants and drop my underwear. Since I believed he
was God I did as he asked. He had already materialised oil and he applied it in
the area between my penis and anus.
I
was told after the interview by some devotees, that this act is done by gurus to
their disciples to open a chakra, or source of spiritual energy in the body of
the disciple. However I am not sure if this is what in fact Sai Baba had done.
My
research since, has not found this initiation ceremony in any Hindu books or
scriptures, or among Hindu followers of other gurus.
In
every private interview after the initiation private interview, Sai Baba asked
me to drop my pants and underwear, and he would rub my penis. Once he was
rubbing it so hard it was obvious to me that he wanted me to get an erection.
I
was busy talking to him about my problems, the problems of my country Iran, and
my family’s problems, and I was asking him for his blessing for all of them.
I
was not interested in sex or anything, especially with a guy, and so my penis
did not grow, now matter how hard Sai Baba tried. Finally, he gave up and threw
my penis up and turned away with a very angry face and mumbled something. When
he turned back to me, he told me to put my pants on again and the private
interview was over.
You
may ask why I didn't stop Sai Baba doing what he was doing if it was so obvious
to me that he wanted me to get an erection?
Due
to my being brainwashed, I thought I had to throw out this thought as it was
another obstacle on my way to reach God. According to Sai Baba, all bad thoughts
have to be thrown out immediately and replace with good, pure thoughts - and so
I threw out the idea of Sai Baba trying to give me an erection, even though I
knew he was.
In
another interview, Sai Baba asked me to kneel in front of him while he was
standing. He took my head with his right hand and pushed it hard into his
stomach. He then took my other hand with his left hand and tried to rub it
against his penis.
I
did not grab his penis. I just let him direct my hand to his penis, using the
outside of my hand, not the palm of my hand. While he was rubbing my hand on his
penis, he was moaning sexually.
In
the middle of this act, I tried to look up to see his face as I wanted to see
his emotions, He didn't let me. He pushed my head into his stomach harder, and
this made me stop my desire to see his face altogether. He finally gave up,
realising that I was not interested in grabbing his penis, since I wasn't
willing to use my palm to touch him.
Even
this incident didn't shake my faith in him. That's how strong is the
brainwashing in Sai Baba's organisation.
In
all the private interviews that I had with Sai Baba, he would also hug or kiss
me, or ask me to kiss him. I had come to reason with myself that he was touching
my penis because he was probably healing me of some disease or handicap. I
reasoned to myself that Sai Baba asked me to kiss him, or kissed me because he
loved me, and kissing on the cheeks is all right - kissing on the cheeks between
men is okay in my country.
It
was not until I saw a movie that shows Sai Baba cheating, that my faith in him
started to crumble. It was only after I left Sai Baba (six months after seeing
that movie) that I realised his real intentions in those private interviews.
I
am willing to testify in any court of law or in any gathering about the above
experiences.
I
have been very active on the internet for the past six years and I have saved
numerous people from falling into Sai Baba's evil trap.
Regards,
Afshin.